m bloggin again..

yea i noe its bin a long tym..
i’ve bin busy…
workin 2 jobs now..
california fitness is real fun…
yet..
thrs lots to learn..
miss my friends loads..
miss my band loads..
wat to do…
apparantly you can use the word stupid to some people…
now…
no more band for me..
watever..
reli busy with cheer too..
helpin out a friend..
i dun wana mention who and wt for..
you guys wait for it..
haha..
kk..
watever..
anyways..
life..
hmm..
reli busy..
tiring..
haf done a lot of thinkin..
and i mean alot..
sometimes i just want it to end..
but i dun wan to be the bad guy if u noe wt i mean..
lalala…
hmm…
wat else haf happen eh..
i dono la..
alot la..
sum people at coffe club are just gettin more n more irritatin..
spreadin rumours for no reason..
wat the hell..
apparantly if u wait for a friend  after work to go home together it means you guys are scandals… wat the hell..
childish people…
irritating..
come on la..
she is just a friend…
wat is so hard to understan huh??
watever la..
i cant b bothered..
n im hatin yuzana more n more..
erghhh
she’s gettin on my nerves man..
doesnt mean im nice u can try to irritate me u idiot!!!
arghhhh

watever la..
work=stress..
as usual.. macam tak tau gitu..

my life is gettin even more complicated..
i dono where to go..
wat to do..
hu to look for n hu to talk to..
coz frm wat it seems..
everyone has changed..
i miss the old gee…
i dono how to say this la..
but..
she just treats me differently now..
maybe its just me la..
i dono..
she used to b nicer..
nah.. mayb its me..
it has always bin me anyway..
ya..
come to think of it..
things haf always bin my fault..
oh well..
wat to do..
fairul=the blame to it all…
at home.. at work… anywhere la.
i realise im constantly blamed for stuff..
am i workin too hard to be brought down..
or am i just tryin too hard tat im failing…
i dono..

maybe if someone hu has the time to read all this can gif me an advice aite..
thanks..