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Lying beside you
here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mine
Softly you whisper
you’re so sincere
How could our love be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted a part
And here you are by my side
So now I come to you
with open arms
Nothing to hide
believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping you’ll see what your love means to me
Open arms
Living without you
living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you
wanting you near
How much I want you home
But now that you’ve come back
Turned night in to day
I need you to stay
So now I come to you
with open arms
Nothing to hide
believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping you’ll see what your love means to me
Open arms

STRESS IS THE WORD!

been goin thru so much lately…
perhaps maybe even too much to handle..
i dono…
but i shud be fine i guess…
i mean..
i’ll just put it all aside i guess…
i’l try to handle it.
really..
alot has just been on my mind la..
alot…
so much that i can hardly fall asleep…
its true afterall..
life is not easy…
its never easy…
i dono…
perhaps im just thinking too much…
i dono..
i just need answers i guess..
answers that can help…
answers that i need to noe…
hais….

:’/

…..

okay…
so….
how do i start….
hmm…..
ok….
nvrmind…
im preety lost in my own world ryte now..
i dono..
im goin nuts i think..
wth..
why wont i stop thinkin?
i dono…
isit because i dun haf the answers?
i dun wana ask..
cause..
i dono…
hmm…
i dono…
think of it.. thn i think of it… and then i think of it….
get it?

nevermind…

so hard to blog here…
i’ll blog sumwhr else..

erghhhhhhhhhh…………..

we gotta make it work..

fuck i just teared listenin to this..

erghhh…

yea..

its painful sometimes..

but mostly its just miscommunication..

yes.. i admit.. im seeking attention..

coz ur the only one hu can make me smile…

everytime i wake up all i wana see is a message from you…

i reli miss how we started..

how you would randomly message sayin nothing but just ” i miss u”

the nice good morning messages from you….

i love times spent with you…

reli…

:’)

make it work…

Ooh uh ooh,ooh uh ooh yeih yeh
You understand me
At least you say you do
Lately thats enough for me
Looking for perfect
Surrounded by artificial
You’re the closest thing to real i’ve seen
Sure, everyone has their problems
Thats a given
Yours are the easiest to tolerate
This wasn’t what we was wanting
How we’re living
But let’s take this good enough and turn it to great
Baby understand…

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (yes sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work…

Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work…
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work…
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work…
Ay oh ay oh oh

Sometimes i love you
More than you’ll ever know
Other times you get on my nerves (hey)
That’s just reality
No, it can’t always be
Kisses, hugs, and beautiful words

You was looking for your prince,ooh
What you found (wat u found)

Is a pauper with potential
And no, i’m nowhere near perfect..NO
But i’m around (but im around)
Girl, time and patience is essential
Baby realize…

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (guess sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work…

Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work…
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work…
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work…
Ay oh ay oh oh

Thick and thin, (ooh)
The bad outweighs the good sometimes
That doesn’t mean we’re ’spose to give it up
My problems are yours,and yours are mine

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (guess sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work…

Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work…
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work…
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work…
Ay oh ay oh oh

drama love relationship…

i dono why i choose to blog here..

i gues i want you too see this.. but i dono if u would…

i just dont know..

cause you why?

nevermind..

it hurts..

yes..’

but hey…
im holdin on…
i still think im strong enuf for all this..

maybe its just me..

but afta readin alicia’s blog..
she was goin thru wat im goin thru..

this is wat she wrote on her blog..

“Youre just so lethargic these days. I understand. Lack of sleep.
But i missed those times and things we used to do together.
Chit-chatting over the wee hours, laughing till i forget the word
“sleep”. But i could hardly even say the word “goodnight” out
loud to you now. One minute we’re talking on the phone, or
just messaging each other, the next is just SILENT.
Not a word, not a reply.

When my phone lights up, I immediately pick it up, thinking
its a reply or your call that you said you were gonna call back
in 5mins, which an hour has passed, but it was just “BATTERY FULL”……..

hais…

i just hope you will talk more..
you told me i can talk to you no matter what..
well..
you can too…

u noe im here for you..

i reli am…

burfdae boy!

This year’s birthday celebration was… WOW..
I reli didn reli expect it..
Started quite early.. not even on my birthday.. it was on the 1st of march..
Had danceworks at vivo whr syida n kim came to support..
So.. after the comp ended, they gave me my advance bdae prezzies!
I reli didn expect it..
So sweet of them..
Wow..
And then..
We were chillin at vivo where fan crew sang a advance bdae song for me..
So sweet of them..
Oh ya..
I got some ppl wishin me on the 3rd of march too…
LOL..
So…
On the 3rd… I had trainin wit ma kids..
Then I was suppose to meet up with sum of thm at esplanade as they were gona video their dance item for a comp..
Thn hakim called and saed he overslept and wanted to watch the fantastic boys instead..
So I was like..
Erm..
Ok thn..
So ya..
Went to woodlands..
Watched the boys practise and headed back for bugis.
Reached bugis around 11 plus.. so hakim was like.. I need to pee..
Then…
I need to eat..
Then..
I need to shit..
Then..
I need to eat again..
So after like waitin there like a gong gong for like half an hour..
We finally headed for Burlington..
Along the way..
It was finally midnyte..
So I started havin msgs pourin in..
This year.. abang ewan was first..
I tot it was gona be gee…
LOL..
Aniways..
So we went up
And…
SURPRISE!!
They had a party planned..
Seriously.. I reli didn expect it man…
But guys..
Wow!!
Thanks!!
They got me a cake…
Chivas regal..
Absolut vodka..
Amsterdam..
A lot more la..
All I noe is..
I ended up drunk!
Reli drunk.
My head was in pain..
Haha

So..
Yea..
After getting drunk..
Woke up n went to visit my dad..
They got me a cake too…
But I was reli touched by the card mom and dad wrote to me..

All in all…
To all those who wished or was there at the party…
THANK YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH!

i still wished someone was there with me…