alot has been goin on..
i haven updated much eversince i’ve started workin..
im like werkin everyday la..
so,
reli.. no time..
alot of tings in my head too…
damn….
i reli need to save money…
reli need to..
phew…
i reli need to like lock up my atm card man..
erghh…
oh well..
nvm..
i gotta stay positive..
alot on my mind too…
some people just reli gotta get a life u noe..
like,
stop screwin up other ppl’s life just coz u cant get wat u want?
u noe?
tat kinda stuf?
i dun reli care if u wana b cold to me or wat so ever..
i noe wat u’ve been doin..
its stupid and childish..
go ahead..
go and tell everyone your grandmother story..
ppl will soon get sick of it..
to think u of all ppl will do such a thing..
woah..
watever la..
i cant be bothered..
u live your life, i live mine.
stop screwin…
aniwho…
i’l b busy people..
so..
just drop me a message if thrs anythn yea…
bye people!
alot has been goin on..
i haven updated much eversince i’ve started workin..
im like werkin everyday la..
so,
reli.. no time..
alot of tings in my head too…
damn….
i reli need to save money…
reli need to..
phew…
i reli need to like lock up my atm card man..
erghh…
oh well..
nvm..
i gotta stay positive..
alot on my mind too…
some people just reli gotta get a life u noe..
like,
stop screwin up other ppl’s life just coz u cant get wat u want?
u noe?
tat kinda stuf?
i dun reli care if u wana b cold to me or wat so ever..
i noe wat u’ve been doin..
its stupid and childish..
go ahead..
go and tell everyone your grandmother story..
ppl will soon get sick of it..
to think u of all ppl will do such a thing..
woah..
watever la..
i cant be bothered..
u live your life, i live mine.
stop screwin…
aniwho…
i’l b busy people..
so..
just drop me a message if thrs anythn yea…
bye people!
so..
alot has been happening lately..
have been really busy..
work..
cheer..
alot..
but it all paid off..
in the end..
we prove ourselves right..
we made a mark to those who saed we were nothing.
we showed to some that biting “copying” doesnt help at all..
we proved that our member wont screw up.
we showed that altho we are new, we are something. we are NOT nothing…
in the end…
we beat them and we won,
2nd place.
for a group with more than 50% in experienced cheerleaders,
we beat them who claimed that they are much more better than us.
well im sorry, here is the reality, we beat u and we beat u good.
thanks for all the bad mouthing your group have been doing..
it has been nothing but encouragement for us to work even harder.
thank you BITERS!
ok..
so..
enough about that….
my life..
hasnt been so perfect…
alot of things i kept bottled up inside cause i never seem to haf the chance to let it out..
outside…
im fine im happy..
inside..
no one has any idea what is going on.
i noe..
im not the only one with problems..
so..
i shall not rant about it cos its pointless anyway…
so….
i was watchn a movie at home the other day..
i cant remember what show..
but one sentence caught me and i remembered it since…
i just hope someone will realise it too…
“which is more important? what people think? or how you truly feel? follow your heart.”
yes its important how or wat people think of me..
i fear rejection therefore i really have low self esteem..
but…
seriously…
how i truly feel is really really important…
why should we care?
why should we be bothered by what people think?
why must we let it get to us?
isnt how we feel is the most important thing in our lives?
seriously..
this sentence have been in my mind for days now…
-shamrock-
